and it doesnt help that i see so many of my friends getting hitched, having their special someone with them.

jealous? probably. just patiently waiting for that someone whom i can call mine.

dear D, i hope that you can stop being an ass. i feel that i have been the nicest person to you on earth. i see your flaws and accept them wout complaining a single thing. but what did i get back in return? you not appreciating a single bit of it, taking me for granted all these while and continue to being a tyrant to me. just because i like you (a lil), willing to accommodate you doesnt give you the right to walk all over me.

if you are never ever gonna be nice to me,  other than your occasional outburst of goodness, giving me assurance, dont blame me when its all too late and dont regret.