my weekends have been fruitful and lovely. (: despite the occasional internal fights i have with myself over somebody's nonsensical acts. but well.. all's good now. or at least it seems to be.
previous weekend TGIF @ butter w aggy jen and friends saturday was running errands for daddy before meeting aggy and jen for dinner followed by a drink or 2 @ alley bar before movie w val and ying. sunday was one great tiring day. woke up with just an hour's nap and headed down to LCK for the usual once a year qing ming. i loathe the way how the joss smell just seems to be seeped into every single of my pores. but well.. there's nth i can do.
came home rested and was getting angry over D for who knows what, i text H on impulse. but then again, we've not catch up for months. so it was purely catching up. few texts aft, it was ice cream and then the usual. oh wells.. and i was still angry w D. till tues where things started to get a lil better.
and now, things are kinda back in place. but still.. the one question in my mind has never been answered, cause im still too scared to. cant believe im such an idiot. but well.. i guess im afraid that it will just jeopardize the lil comfort and tiny happiness im having now.
D, you make me smile with all your silly-ness like how you'll purposely tease me for the things that i do remembering the small lil details and it warms my heart getting angry when you realised im being "taken advantage of" i hope that i'll be able to pull myself out before i sink in any deeper before the cloud of confusion is cleared. (: the sun shined at 8:02 PM
