last weekend i had a blast. this weekend i have a horrible time.
i know you're angry, but what you said this time is too much for me to take. i really cant let it go just like that. i cant even look you in the eye right now. did you even spare a thought for me? you dont. i know you dote on me the most, thats why it hurts when you said those words. it cuts thru me. and did you even feel a single twinge of regret?
is it my fault for not wanting you to worry? not wanting you to judge and nag? all i want is for you to have a piece of mind when it comes to me. and you said such stuff.
being on the run is no easy job. and i thank god for friends like them. (: at least for awhile, i felt some warmth in this cold cold world.
the damage is done, the words etched so deeply on my broken heart. nothing you say or do can ever piece it back. i hope you understand. its better to leave broken glass as it is then trying to mend it. thou time may help you but i will never forget. the sun shined at 3:10 AM
