aft a week or roadshow at boon lay im worn out. really am. but the sat surprise made me really happy. he picked me up from work and searched JP for the melody shop. and he bought me the ezlink card sticker and a melody pen. it made me tiggerly happy like a lil girl. (:
took a well deserved rest on sun and today. at least i had him w me ytd.
he came by tried to solve my comp-phone prob. im totally angry w myself as the backup content was gone. and i've lost all the msg's he sent. all the msg's that i will look at once in awhile to bring a smile to my face. to calm me down when im stress at work or when we're gg thru rough patches. all the sweet nothings that he sent meant everything to me. but its ALL GONE! ALL GONE! and there's nth i can do abt it. aft numerous tries and some time i calmed down and realised its something gone and will nv be back.
had dinner at home before heading over to J8 for movie. watched GAMER, its cool and i kinda like it. not too bad. refreshing idea. he sent me home and somehow talks just spiralled the wrong way. why does it always turn the wrong way when i try my best? i've built my pillar of strength and i cant let it fall once again. it will be too much for me to bear.
i've come to a point where im so confuse and no longer know what to do what to expect. he said someone told him before that "you started w nth. if there's anything in the future its a bonus. but if there's nth its just back to where you first started." sigh. the sun shined at 5:54 PM
