the past 2 weeks haven been feeling well. on and off tummy prob and migrain. argh. its bad. real bad. but it feels good to rest at home and have lunch delievered! (: feels good to be loved. i`ve been meeting him nearly every other day. unhealthy i know. but it feels good to see him at the end of the day. have late dinner and walk home tgt.
on the 27th it was madness for us. both had work in the morning before meeting bout 2ish to go his friend's baby 1 yr bday. the baby boy is so goddamn cute!!!! haha bout 4ish 5 we made our way to punggol and walked a good whole 20miles (ok. im just exaggerating) before finally reaching sabby's house. turned out we made a wrong turn and tada! that`s what you get. innocently wronged walking. her new house is lovely. thou it doesnt fit into my kinda house it seems cosy enough for their family of 3 going to 4. (: and and and not forgetting the buffet food was really yummilicious! it was delicious beyond words. hah. and the eclair is filled w custard instead of the usual choc or cream. and it was heavenly. and yes. i pigged out on the eclair. mwahaahaa.
bout 8ish we left made our way to chinatown and met up w jex. they had dinner as a form of farewell for alvin who was gg hkg for his summer prog. lol. ended up at fareastsq drinking the night away before heading home. and surprisingly there's still bus operatin. so we sat bus back to tpy and walked home as usual. (:
sunday was K w mum sis and him at the home team club.
nth special happened these 2 weeks other than me catchin transformer 2 and ice age 3. and us gg dwn to golden mile to get tickets for genting. WHEE!!!!
FINALLY my lil getaway is coming! redang w wei was postponed. aggy ying and all no news. so i presume the trip is cancelled. ): and somehow we decided to go genting. 3D2N. leaving tmr morning. (: cant wait to just get outta this stressful singapore and relax abit and do some shopping! mwahaahaa. tmr tmr tmr is the day. cant wait cant wait to just get up there and enjoy the chilly weather and enjoy life like a tai tai. mwahaahaa.
another point to add. the temptation at times its just too strong. and it feels good to say no to him. due to my tired day tired eyes and me not wanting sl to feel horrible. and yes its feels damn good to say no. to know that i have really really learnt to let go bit by bit.
SL once asked why must i still want to meet him when he was the one who ditched me in the first place and been so nasty to me. I've loved him deep enough and yes i've hate him too for all the shit he made me go thru. but somehow there is always a place for him. and im sure this is just a friendship. (:
You know you're in love when you forget about the one person you thought you'd never get over. the sun shined at 4:08 PM
