"you love him so much. youd do anything for him. you care about him very much. you want him more than anyone else. you guys have a lot in common. your always happy when you with him. you couldnt imagine your life without him. you hate it when your apart for a long time. you want to be with him for a long time. itd take you forever or maybe even never to get over him if you broke up. hes your everything."
how true. and yes this is one big prob in my life now. a huge obstacle that i have no idea how to overcome it. or perhaps part of me secretly wish that i will nv overcome it. well. humans are always like that. weighing the pros and cons. wanting the best of both worlds. aint it? you are the invisible pillar in my life. the one that i will always want to lean on when things get tough. the one who could just calm me down so miraculously wout doing a single thing by just being next to me. your presence works wonder. guess that`s how you got me so spellbound.
i hope days are happy for both of us. so that i wont have the urge to constantly be next to you. and i just want you to be happy. (:
it belonged to you. it has it is and it will always be. maybe that`s why i can nv love again. :/ and im silly enough to allow myself do that. i really hate myself for loving you.. the sun shined at 12:02 AM
