this is like my gazillion time on this page. each time it opens up and i just dont know what to type. the usual narrating abt what i did for the day is oh-so-boring. but yet i have nth interesting in life to talk abt.
im getting really sick and tired of my life. i just wanna runaway from everything for just awhile. im getting way to exhausted to even have enough rest each day. to stop and breathe and realise how beautiful the world could be. i have no idea how much longer can i do this. the dark side is slipping out bit by bit that it is irritating me to the max. argh!
today at work was talking to my colleagues and sharing some photos w them. its amusing, the things the say the way they react. and yes the memory box was unlocked once again and i miss you and me tgt once again. and they set me thinking abt my whole new attitude to being open to new ideas new people new things maybe i shldnt at all. oh wells. i dont know.
whatever. one step at a time. cant be bothered to do some serious thinking now. all i ever wanted is just to be happy. (: my cranberry shower gel makes me feel happy thou. haha.
i know im old enough to be responsible for my actions. to think abt what i want in life seriously. to make the best out of everything. but im still young in all ways and always. esp to my parents. but one thing for sure. whether im young or old. i hate being nagged at. anybody somebody. i hate that. esp when you are of not much older than me and tried to tell me big theories life philosphies. you might be knowledeable in one area but doesnt make you any more superior than me. i get pissed off when you tell me off abt the things that i do. cmon. we are all human, we err. stop acting like you`re such a saint. fwahhhhhhhhhh. the sun shined at 12:47 AM
