oh wells. turning 21 marks a new chapter of my life. as my party theme suggests "Ebony & Ivory : there's no grey area" finally aft all these while i`ve decided to step out of the grey area. no longer gonna linger near there. its time. i had enough. (: yes. its really difficult. but i`ve took the first step so it shld get better along the way. (:
read from somewhere today that you keep thinking abt what you dont want. and somehow it just keeps getting back to you. so i gotta stop thinking abt getting over him. somehow i will do so. i`ll be so proud of myselfwhen i finally acheive it. (: i loved you when the fire's red ; now its turning blue
anyway just a few hours for the party and the comments i received is pretty surprising. honestly i really am. like what ting said.. he is lucky to have ppl putting in good words for him. haas. well well.. maybe like what agnes said. i really gotta start being nice to him since i was pretty awful to him before. its time to atone for my wrongdoings. HAAS! whatever. one step at a time la hur.
anyway i feel so refresh and happy. the biggest rock on my shouler is slowly breaking into pieces and rolling away. i feel that i can breathe once again and be happy like i mean it. (:
im gonna smile cause i deserve to ; it will all get better in time the sun shined at 12:58 AM
