woah. this week is really madness for me. trying to finish my M9. its really madness. studying a few hours aft work everyday is really crazy. i din have enough slp at all. and the moment i reach home i just dont feel like touching the text anymore. at least the 2 days studying w edwin was useful. w his help i got to understand the calculations better and able to do it confidently except for a few tricky ones. (:
now. just a few more chapters of theory left and i hope my brain can just register as much as possible. took the mock exam today well. at least i had a 54% pass. but i will need >75% to pass in reality. at least the mock paper gave me a small boost of confidence. now im not so stress out anymore. but still a lil stress somehow. 3 more days to goooo. crossing my fingers really badly. fwahhhhhhhhh.
this morning i made my way down to rtrc and enrolled myself for the 11dec intake of DPE-T. (: back to studying once again. this course will benefit my in the future. im able to educate my children properly give the best to them. and yes i`ll have a relevant qualification prior to this profession. its a profession that i can be in till old till retirement age. imagine being a sales personnel when you`re 60. not a pretty sight ay. so that`s my decision. if i nv seriously tot abt taking the course , the idea of studying it will nv cross my mind. and then aft what carol told me it did gave me a lil push so there it goes.
last session of first aid tmr and the test thereafter. hopefully im able to pass the first time round. im really tired beyond words. cant wait for tues to end so i could take a small lil breather. haha.
anyway been sending msg`s online to you. and its irritating cause we`ll nv be online at the same time. yet a few words exchanged makes me more than happy. haha. and the way you asked why for like 4 times just make me smile. no idea why. but it does. perhaps we`re all feeling the same thing inside and yet refuse to say it out. well. whatever. the sun shined at 12:30 AM
