i really did. but somehow lil things still affect me a whole lot. seriously. was talking to alyy the other day and i hoped that there is a delete button in my brain. so i could just erase all the memories i have of us of you. yes i`ll not rmb abt the best days of my life but at least i`ll not be living in regrets and pains. thinking how much i`ve lost you i`ve miss you and how i can nv love another like you. at least when we walk past each other on streets i`ll not feel a thing and could just contd like any other strangers on street. that`s what you made me go thru.
ppl listen and they say "i know how you feel". im sorry but i think its all bull. you are not me you dont know the entire story. pls dont say that. and i dont appreciate ppl who say things and not do it themselves. cmon. you are not any better yourself. so pls. stop acting like you know it all. aiights?
i think of you every night and day you took my heart and you took my pride away. i hate myself for loving you, cant break free from the things that you do. i wanna walk but i run back to you thats why i hate myself for lovin you. the sun shined at 12:38 AM
