what am i supposed to do now? now that you are no longer here for me. you are forever busy. never will have time for me. even thou we do meet up once awhile. i dont get to talk to you like i want to anymore. im afraid to say the wrong things and piss you off. im afraid to tell you what i feel inside.
now that things are like this for me ; my entire life is so messed up now i really wanna cry ; cry everything out i wanna cry in your arms.. you wiping away my tears hugging me tight telling me everything will be alright one word one action of care from you can just calm me down i dont know why. maybe that`s why im so hung up over you.
but you will nv be here for me anymore. cause you have your own life. your life wout me. i just wish you could be here to walk me thru this rain and show me the rainbow. but you cant. you forced me to be independent to be by myself and perhaps that`s the reason im breaking down slowly inside. no one could tell no one knows not even me i dont know me anymore. i no longer know which is the real me.
and you. you will nv read this. but i want you to know you are gonna drive me crazy with everything that you do. just leave me alone. ok?
the apple of your eye ; the rotten core inside. the sun shined at 1:27 AM
