finally aft such a long time things have finally ended. or so i thought. its relieving and upsetting at the same time. i lost a really good friend and someone who believes he really loves me. but cmon.. if you really love me ; you wont be doing such things behind my back.
ok.. anyway last night met up w carol aft my dinner w ken and so we made calls and all and ended up staying over at her place and i tell you its my first slp which i felt so safe and secure it has been a super long time since i had such a good slp (: thank youuuu very much.
and yes. i can only say i really cant believe how stupid and blind love can make someone (or so claim`d by someone) well. i guess you 2 deserve each other. i dont deserve any of such shit at all i deserve someone who loves me wholeheartedly and doesnt cheat on me and refuse to admit when caught and do crazy things when i wanna breakup upon finding the truth. and for her.. i do feel sorry for her. he did hurt her too deep in ways but she is really the dumbest person on earth. i cant believe such stupidity actually exists. fwahhhhh.
i shall be strong move on in life. shall not be bothered by any of them anymore. i have my family who loves me dearly and my friends who care and stand by me always. (: im truly blessed.
honestly im sick and tired of the entire r.s shit. back to my single days. and now its really single single days. no random guys ard anymore. at least not for now. haas. but somehow am thinking of the one sailing in dubai. XP im still in a super destuctive mode whereby i seriously feel like slapping him upside down aft all the words he had said to me. and all the pain and unrest he had given to me.
whatever it is.. im glad the entire andy saga has came to an end. a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i could finally walk ard and not worrying anymore. (:
PS. i cant sign in to msn and its pissing me off badly. FWAHHHHHHHHH!!! the sun shined at 12:08 AM
