finally THOR with you!!! (:

i had a great day, and given the circumstances, i think i would have squeezed those words outta my constricted throat.

but when i return from buying drinks, i saw your msg notification popped up with a name that broke my heart. and all that courage turned into effervescence. no mood to contd playing games, no mood to do anything.

thou you told me roughly what the content it is. thou you did share with me, but the way you kinda try to hide when you reply put me at so much unease. ):

you said she asked you out to drink. but you dont wanna go so far and all. and you told her its ok if wanna meet you somewhere near to drink and hear her woes. and then a few msg's after you said its not gonna happened.

we contd sitting there talking a lil before you left. thou you text me saying you're home, saw you logged on to fb. but shortly aft you're offline. and this huge wave of uneasiness washed over me.

the uneasiness is making me scared, its a sign to tell me im caring more than i shld. its a bad bad sign. the heavy heart i carry w me now is killing me.

thou you said you're home and all.. somehow i dont believe it. if you are really not home, why did you lie!?

something worth pondering.