just when thoughts of you are flooding my mind every single day just when i felt that its sweet to think abt you and what used to be just when im feeling a lil better
a msg from you came.. you can nv imagine the delight i experienced when i saw your name appeared. i was so anxious and wanted to read your msg last as i always save the best for the last but when i read your msg, i heard my own heart shattering into tiny million pieces once again it was barely held tgt by my friends and there it goes, falling apart all over again
when i saw what you typed, you really ripped the last piece of life i had held on so tightly to away from me you took my last pillar away tears fell as i walked the long corridor home its so hard to try and hide everything and put a smile when i walk thru my door cause i nv know who is still awake
you are everywhere in my everyday, yet you want me to refuse that how am i suppose to do that? how? up till now, i still gotta get myself tgt and control and tell myself not to do anything to upset you further cause i know you're hurting too
but im hurting as well, and you have done the last thing that could ever break me. am i suppose to say thank you to you as well? i wish you're here to hold me tight and tell me everything's gonna be alright. i need you now. but you will never be here anymore. the sun shined at 2:02 AM
