CNY has been great. met up w all my cousins and had fun. whether is it singing at sa yi's house or late night bowling @ Tanah Merah Safra. and of course not forgetting the lil dinner meet ups w ah mai and aunty grace. hee. they brought me to several good makan places. and i cant wait to share it w the rest. (:
aunty grace went back to NZ and its gonna be another year before she's back to this unruly burning scorching singapore. NZ is all windy chilling and cool. i love the weather there. miss it so much! ):
the weather has been driving me crazy. and another mind bugging situation too. been feeling super light headed. went to doc and several blood tests. so far nth negative. just one more test result yet to know. and i pray for the best. i sincerely do.
the past few days has been hell for me. my mind has went all over the universe. and i tell you its one hell of a ride. i never never want to go on this ride again. all i wish for is a fuss free ending. but whatever it is, im prepared to face whatever that comes. its tough its driving me nuts but i know im not alone. im blessed. truly blessed in this life of sin. i have nothing more to ask for.
by the end of the week, i wish the big heavy stone in my heart could just roll away and vanish. pls god. let that happen. the sun shined at 12:36 AM
