things have started to take a better turn. im staying true to what ive said and this time im gonna make it count i dont want to hurt him anymore. he has been the sweetest angel to me, the blessing in my life im not gonna let anything or anybody take it away from me
things will definitely not be the same anymore and i have no one else to shoulder the blame but me im remorseful over my actions and i really regret it deeply. since i wanna see the rainbow at the other end i gotta make it happen he has alr done all that he can. i really gotta take a step at a time a day at a time he is still holding on to my hand and i gotta make this walk worth it
my addiction to him is too much to bear. i cant live a day wout him. my world will collapse if he's not there. my silly darling boy, i love you. from the bottom of my heart.
