i din have the time to have one last post of the year and 2009 is alr here.
so here`s the gist of my 08.
overall i would say 2008`s not a good year for me. too much drama to my liking.
came back from internship and i really understood those words "there`s no place like home"
enjoyed life a lil w my girls by establishing the spinelli culture and our lil holiday
started work at the kids haven and i do love every single one of them. they are special in their very own way. one way or another they will do things that touch my heart and surprise me every day w their lil antics. took my first class N2. they are my joy my pride. thou im not a v good teacher but i still try to give them the best and educate and let them have fun to the max. 09 is here, they are gg on to K1. im not following them up i hope their new teachers will treat them well and appreciate them in their own way. i have no idea why am i getting all emotional on the last day of work of the year. i`ll miss coming to class and see their faces everyday.
the enjoyable birthday celebration i had w all that are close to my heart is definitely something that i`ll rmb for life. thou the celebration wasnt a blast and all but having all those that matter is wonderful enough. and friends that helped me w everything. im really grateful. i feel so blessed and loved. thank you. (:
and as always my friends. my dear friends who have been in my life. every single one of you is v much cherished and held close to my heart. regardless of the time that we spent, i relished every single moment. just being myself away from the world and knowing that no matter what happens you will still be there for me. i thank god thank my lucky stars for having you in my life. (:
the entire drama w the psyco was not what i needed in 2008. lesson learnt. do not easily be taken in for a few sweet words and sweet gestures and let lonliness take over me. i`ve lost a good friend in the process. i do not know how to ever be friends w you again. esp aft all the crazy things you did. but i do wish you well.
lastly, the love-hate relationship w him. 2008 taught me alot. it really did. you`ve been nice to me cared for me got jealous but then again you also left me in the lurch. leaving me w nth but more disappointment and more heartbreaks. you had been a tough nut to crack. i went thru everything w so much confusion love and pain. and finally before the year ends we could have a proper talk abt the entire thing. and now im no longer confuse or pained but i still love you somehow. (: i`ve never believed in the word never. so a part of me will still love you in its v own special way. you`ve told me not to wait. i wont. i`ll be happy and move on w my life but one day if things happen.. i`ll still be there. gosh. i have no idea what im rambling about. guess the thing is, im glad i`ve f0und a closure and im gonna move on w life. happily. but regardless of what happens, you will always hold this special place in my heart my life. (:
i din have a happy happy 2008 pretty miserable. din know what to do w my life. felt the void from within. but now 08 has come and gone. and its all history. cause 2009 will be a great year for me! at least im feeling a lil happier alr. its a good start! (: the sun shined at 4:43 PM
