finally i found the closure that i really needed wanted. i can feel my inner peace. im sad but in a happy way. (:
last night met up w him. and finally we were able to have a good talk. he told me how he really felt and why he did what he done i asked him things that i`ve always wanted to ask and i`ve got the answers actually to me the answers positive or negative doesnt matter as long as i get the answers im more than glad at least it gives me the strength to move on the perfect closure for the chapter of my life
thank you boy. i really thank you. for all the wonderful memories ; for always listening to me whenever you can for your honesty ; for trying your best not to hurt me for driving down at nights ; for being you..
the honesty last night will hurt me really terribly if im me anytime before but im no longer the same girl anymore i felt happy and free somehow aft what you said felt that the biggest burden has been taken away but a part in me is really disappointed really anguished that we`ll never make it again but never say never. haas. life always has its own miracles. (:
now that the mess has been untangled im really glad. really really glad. i hope the friendship before us would be awesome. but boy, a part of me will always love you always want you
There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go And who knows I might feel better, yeah If I don't try and I don't hope No more waiting, no more, aching... No more fighting, no more, trying... Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine I'm just going to let it fly
good bye my love. hello my friend. (: the sun shined at 1:12 AM
